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Pre-Pregnancy weight: 195 lbs.

Current Weight at end of pregnancy: 202 lbs.

April 14, 2004 - 11:07 a.m.

Okay, my dear husband, dh for short, told me the other day that he doesn't think I take our marriage seriously. And that when he sees me with Greenbean, he sees me playing with a doll and not being a mother. He also told me that he doesn't think I've matured in regards to my outlook on life and our marriage. We discussed this and further clarification came to him thinking I am not serious about anything. Which is bogus because I do take life seriously, I choose to have a positive outlook and that doesn't mean I don't take it seriously. I have goals for myself, us and for Greenbean.

He keeps doing this kind of thing and it's really starting to bother me. Does he really want to be married? Is this why he keeps bringing me down, making me doubt myself?

I know who I am. I don't need someone, espcially my husband, to bring me down. How am I going to be parent my child like that?

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